Realized the Beckon of Heartbreak

Heartbreaks are bitter.
Yet there is a sweet satisfaction in pondering them and dwelling on them.

This is why I find my thoughts wandering to what hurts, because while it hurts, it is happy too. But I also find that if I linger too long, the sweetness dissolves and only the bitter remains.

God, help me fix my thoughts on You today, so that they may not drown in sorrow.