The past couple of days I haven't been in the growing mindset regarding this blog, and I just figured out why. There are a couple of posts I really want to write, but haven't had to opportunity yet for various reasons. Every time I think of the blog right now, I don't think "what can I/have I learned today;" I think "Dang, I really want to write those two posts." I'm hyper-focusing on these ideas, and I'm prevented from moving forward.
I think this might be a parallel to some other things going on in my life right now. I'm hung up on the past, so I can't enjoy the present as much as I wish I was. I'm even having trouble looking forward to really special things because every time I think forward, I think of the past as well.
Hmm. Living in the moment is hard.